two years

down the drain. i am numb.

i know i won’t feel this way for long. it will attack me as i lay down at night, alone, and without you on the other side.

heaven has been set ablaze.


"What about when you get old?"
Tattooed Seniors answer the question.

I saw this on an news article. The purpose of said article was to scare people away from tattoos but all I see is a bunch of cool old people who will have memories with them for life. 

I have no tattoos, but thought this was cool. The funny thing is there seems to be palpable youth amongst these folks, despite it being only pictures.

(Source:, via thisisfortheli0ns)


are fucking stupid. i’m just trying to sling coffee and paninis at an independently-owned cafe, not work in a cubicle. on top of that, i’m not good at “showcasing” myself. fuck me, right?

21 People On What They Would Tell Their 19-Year-Old Selves

  • Jonathan, 55: There is no such thing as “the only one”. You will meet lots of “the ones”. Only commit when the timing is right for the both of you – that can take years for some, and that’s okay.
  • Miranda, 24: Drop pre-med.
  • Isaac, 48: Deodorant does not count as a shower, and that haircut only looked good on Bon Jovi.
  • Anya, 42: Make the conscious decision to be happy, and then stick with it. Society will do everything in its power to convince you that your personal happiness is dependent on something external – beauty, success, wealth, etc. – it isn’t.
  • Parker, 55: 60% of the things you think are important now won’t matter a whit to you by the time you reach 50. The trick is to figure out the important 40% and work it.
  • Megan, 34: He doesn’t love you, and you will be okay.
  • Peter, 58: Don’t let anything stand in your way of taking part (or all) of your junior year abroad. You’ll never again have quite the same opportunity to experience a foreign land, for an extended period of time, in your youth. It is destined to be one of the most memorable aspects of your life.
  • Eleanor, 67: Talk less. Listen more.
  • Donald, 27: There’s a huge difference between who you want to be and who everyone around you wants you to be. Figure out which is which.
  • Camille, 56: Always remember: when falling off a horse, pull your tongue in.
  • Jackson, 57: No one knows anything for sure. They’re all just doing the best they can with what they have, just like you.
  • Vicki, 47: You’ll never have all the answers, so make every question count.
  • Donald, 38: You don’t have to grow up to be the dad you never had.
  • Katelyn, 30: Make the most out of college. You will never again be at a place where your only goal is to learn. Learn a lot, learn often, and learn with reckless abandon.
  • Joshua, 55: Women love to laugh.
  • Annabelle, 38: Drugs are not beautiful, glamorous or opulent. They are not a remedy, a solution, a cure-all, or a cure-anything.
  • Colin, 50: You miss so much life when you sleep until 3 PM. Wake up to see sunrises; they are the most stunning of nature’s masterpieces.
  • Eleanor, 26: Eating two pints of ice cream won’t make you happy. Neither will sprinting 10 miles. Be nice to yourself.
  • Aaron, 52: Don’t forget to ask that girl in the Oberlin library what kind of perfume she’s wearing. You’ll buy it for her in 20 years.
  • Scarlett, 54: Don’t be afraid to be yourself. Those that get you will love you, those that don’t, well, their loss. Just remember: Wherever you are, it’s a party.
  • Zack, 9: I hope you’re awesome. And be nice to girls.

I think I’m depressed.

I’d like to take this time to issue the BIGGEST “fuck you” to this, the longest winter I’ve ever experienced in my life. Please end so I can move on with my life.


I’m fed up with punk.

I despise the cool guy attitudes and the competitions to see who’s got more scene points.

I’m sick of the cliques, sick of the “in” crowd jerking each other off.

I’m tired of the bullshit nostalgia, tired of hearing bands with nothing original to…

Every time you see the word “punk”, replace it with “hardcore” and you’ve got why I stopped giving a fuck about my area’s scene.

(Source: cool-esoteric-reference)